gloomy day

sometimes i pass close to where the subway n cars go by, n i just stare at them.

maybe what will happen to the people inside those cars, will they be late? r they ok? worried?

i will never know

i decided to record some of this to remind me of the heavy empty feeling of that day...

i was walking aimlessly, i didnt know if i must to go to class or not... i have my friends but i dont feel good with them n HONESTLY i was not in the mood for anything at all.

i just kept walking, after a while i was going to figure out what to do with myself.

between one thought n another, i ended up arriving at my school, standing at the gate, i didnt know if i would have the emotional strength to enter.

after a long time thinking about myself or at least trying to do so, i opted for the most logical option, which was to enter classes.

pretending to be totally stable, i greeted my classmates who were doing some work, i had no idea of what they were doing, but recording the situation did not seem like a bad option.