my future

i think im overthinking but i'm just super scared for my future. i don't know if i can go to america for university in the future and i might have to go to a local university since i don't know if i can even afford to go overseas. i'm trying really hard to get my extracurriculars up so i can atleast get some form of scholarships. i just really don't want to go to a local university. even though it is well rated and people consider it to be good i hate it here. it's so goddamn boring here and i can't be here my whole education life. i honestly just study out of fear but it's also destroying any chance of me getting any social life. i don't even know what to do, i can't stay here but i also want friends and yk, a life.