got back from a friend's house,

likeeeeeeee, i forgot this existedddddd-

lol-

so, i stayed over by my rl friend's house for the weekend (i'm surprised i have friends outside of the Internet, i dunno howwww) cuz it was her birthday yesterday, but i also kinda went to just take a breather from my life on Discord and at home, since i was (and still am, again, dunno how) in a bit of a dark place. don't ask me why this irks me (again, dunno), but i keep getting ignored most of the time, so i thought maybe just letting myself let loose a little might help. even took a puff or two from my friend's vape (i'm not a smoker, don't worry, i just had few tastes, i didn't drag it to the lungs), i've still got the taste of mango lingering, but it didn't help much, since now, i just feel even worse than i did before...

thanks for reading whatever, uhhhh, whatever this is :<