Moving on

Moving on is a must... but it truly hurts because you cared for that person so much and opened up to them so much it destroys you. We go through so many heartbreaks in our lives but I noticed as I get older it starts to hurt worse and have a more Jurassic change on me mentally and physically. I am becoming numb to the feeling of love or a care in the world towards love. it hurts me to see that someone I cared for more then myself be with someone other then me, even tho I look at the whole thing we had and notice you didn't treat me well or as serious as you should have.... was that the hint I missed that you weren't interested anymore. I'm sitting here writing this and Im broken and angry so many things I want to say but you have someone new and my emotions are everywhere seeing you with someone. I turned off my phone and I just don't want to talk to anyone, my heart feels like is bleeding and feels like it has hallowed into my chest and sunk. Moving on huh is this what its supposed to feel like.... is it supposed to be so breaking is it supposed to be so sickening I guess so. The stages and emotions you go through are so up and down its breaking me in millions of pieces but hey I will be ok, it will take time but I can heal thanks for everything and I believe that this will help me grow stronger not only as a woman but my instincts on people.