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What the FUCK is identity?? I understand that it’s everything that comprises the concept of you and whatnot but why is it so difficult to understand?
It could be a teenager thing, it probably is a teenager thing. Doesn’t help if it is though.
It’s strange, it’s revolting, it reminds me too much of slime. Humans have a billion and one little boxes for people to pick out things that make up their identity and I am simultaneously taking everything in stock and nothing at all.
It’s not like I can just ignore those boxes and labels. I do reject them from an argumentative standpoint since I find them overly complex and yet too simple, I find them to be insurmountable in size and so small that it would be like a flea standing next to like, the Laniakea Supercluster. The problem is that my brain wants things to be neatly categorized and when it is presented with myself, it doesn’t know what to do with it, y’know?
It’s basically giving a rotting fleshy mass like, a dead bee. It has no clue what to do with it.
This is really long and I need to get back to ruining Marvel characters [rewriting them until they are mere parodies of themselves] for stories.
Abrupt ending. Yippee!
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PrinceStone.°‧★
I think identity is for everyone to deal with personally. Like I personally used to not use labels because I thought no labels fit me, and I still do think that, now I just "lie". Or, kinda, like I say I'm aromantic and somewhere asexual but to me it's much more complicated and nuanced than that, but somehow simpler than the way other people try to phrase it. And while I do this, I'll one second say im aroace and then refer to myself and queer or mlm.
not to be cringe but it reminds me of my favorite set of lines from startrek
" Dr. Julian Bashir : You know, I still have a lot of questions to ask you about your past.
Elim Garak : I have given you all the answers I'm capable of.
Dr. Julian Bashir : You've given me answers all right; but they were all different. What I want to know is, out of all the stories you told me, which ones were true and which ones weren't?
Elim Garak : My dear Doctor, they're all true.
Dr. Julian Bashir : Even the lies?
Elim Garak : Especially the lies. "