overwhelmed

hey. i'm sorry for not blogging these past few weeks. i've just been busy with school. in fact i'm very overwhelmed right now to the point of tears. i have nobody to vent to currently since everyone's either asleep or in school and i'm seriously reaching my breaking point. this morning i felt nostalgia & a little bit of sadness, just thinking about how fast time flies, and now i'm overwhelmed BECAUSE of how fast time flies. and i still don't have a topic for my writing essay. my parents are coming tomorrow because of a school event, and i'm going home next week Friday for break. But I still feel down. I want to go home, but I am. currently i'm just getting as much food as possible and just scoffing it down. it's all i can do really. people that i thought were my friends are starting to distance themselves from me, as usual and it's starting to feel like high school again, except that  i have no friend groups to float around between. i might start venting consistently on here again. maybe i'll give you all an update when my parents arrive, or leave. i'm not sure.