Idk lolz :p

Im not sure what i want to do, you know? like i have a blank mind (mindless LOLZ XP) and i want to be able to dress how i want and style my hair the way i want,, But im more on the like bigger side and i dont think ill look good in like scene fasion and also i dont have money for all that :L im trying my best to ignore how i think people see me and what they might think of me but just sitting arounf all day isnt helping, like at all :p i think ima try to keep a scedual to do things like exercise and watch what i eat and school work and more Xp sorry if this is a bit of a rant or vent or something, i just wanna write how im feeling rn,, well byee B^)