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I started my self love and spiritual journey at the end of 2019. I've experienced the highs and lows of losing myself and becoming my higher self all at once. Starting the journey I was so excited to finally find the woman I'm supposed to be. I thought I was going to finally know myself , like really know myself, and detach from the perception everyone expected me to be.
But 2 years later I still don't know.
I've definitely grown a lot in these past 2 years, I'll give myself credit for that. I just still feel held back, like I know I'm supposed to do something bigger than where I am right now , but I just can't figure it out. and I know I know I'm not supposed to have all the answers and just enjoy the randomness of the universe but something doesn't feel right. I feel like all the signs that my higher consciousness and the universe is sending me , points to leaving my current situation. Like packing up my bags, get a one way ticket to who knows where and just live in peace. \
But I can't.
I can't just leave and escape because that's always been my problem. I just leave without thinking of the consequences and where do I end up? Hurt and disappointed.
I don't know how to end this so imma just say...
Healing is hard as shit
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🌸Sirua🌸
Yes, healing takes time. And it can be hard asf. It’s okay to feel stuck but always focus on that one day you won’t be. Figure out what’s holding you back and work on it. Packing up and leaving sounds scary? Then pack up and travel somewhere. Vacation and be at peace. I hope you find your answers soon.
thank you, I will get to that point eventually. hopefully sooner than later
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