IG: thebehelenit_

DA: ladynoscoped99

Today it was tiring. I’m still studying “drawing”, but I’m starting to feel hopeless for continuing comparing myself with the others and feeling to fail all the time. Inktobers can be toxic and “rushy” sometimes, that’s why I don’t feel cool of doing it sometime… but I need to continue doing what I’ve always loved to do, I can’t permit myself to lose it just because there’s so many people better than me. I always remind this to myself, yet I continue to not feel that well and keep thinking about it