Songs ~

So recently i've been writing songs and I just feel like I can do better things with my time if you get what I mean. But Who knows, I sure don't that's for sure. I like to say im troubled, but in others eyes im perfect. That's known for being Insecure. But I dont think im insecure, but I am. I don't like my body, nor how I look in the mirror. The songs I wrote pop out as the lyrics dance around me as im looking into that mirror and telling myself...

"You can do better with your life" 

But, Can I really or is Life just a big lie in all. 

I ask myself that everyday.