Thinking about bennies and sleep

I know I shouldn’t, but damn I wanna grab a bottle and be able to sleep for like 12 hours, I really don’t care if it’s half a day wasted I like sleep. But once got to the point where I had to take like 10 to be able to sleep so I really really shouldn’t. Still tempted and I’m in a better place so I don’t think I’ll be as dependent on them but idk. I could always try being off my phone for like a half hour before I go to sleep. If that doesn’t work then I’ll get a bottle. Idk life and sleep are weird, especially this time of year.