Rant (Ignore if dont care)

Fuck this economy and this whole shit show of a country. It is damn near impossible to get a house/home that's affordable and in a decent area close to work. I'm trying to move tf out of my parents' house because I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, masking myself, hiding away, avoiding, listening to the dysfunction, and being the only fucking bitch in the household that does the fucking dishes. If I don't do them once, my mega bitch of a mother bites my head off. Because I'm the dishwashing housemade. I do everything else of mine: laundry, taking out my own garbage, paying for my own gas/card/healthcare, etc. I would be sick as a dog and still be told and expected to do the dishes. My 15 yro golden child brother, on the other hand, nothing. He barely has to do shit. He just comes home from school, half-asses his schoolwork, and just plays video games. He doesn't have any daily chores like I do. I was helping raise him, doing dishes, cleaning/dusting, feeding him, doing my homework, etc. when I was his age. I was the third fucking parent. And the shit doesn't have to have any household responsibilities. tf ever...

We (fiance and I) are trying to get a condo right now, but the appraisal and closing costs together are making it impossible for us to get fucking shit. We are so fucking close, our closing date is supposed to be Oct. 11 this year. That's literally NEXT FUCKING WEEK!! Idk if me moving in with my fiance at his parents' is going to work out very well because I'd have to leave behind majority of my shit including my cats. I just want to fucking mooovvveee! Why the fuck is that too much to fucking ask for? Legit, fuck this stupid ass, greedy ass, dumpster-fire, shitty ass excuse of a country that's supposed to be the greatest and freest. I fucking hate it here. Idk what we're going to do if we can't move out before Halloween.. hell, before winter hits... I'm so tired... I'm often surprised I'm still here on this floating, rotting ball of dirt and shit.