AHHHHHHH

everything is so boring, everyone is so boring, everything that revolves around me is so boring !!! i once had a crush to this guys since feb? or is it march? end of the month 2023, i was like, i really really like him so much that time, i go cry about him and like make crazy poems and letters for him BUT I've alr moved on, and i felt empty again, i am bored again, it sucks bcs i can't find the love(it's not "love", a feeling rather) that i once had and everything feels like im back to zero again (actually I'm just so bored and felt empty) sighhhhh