AGHHH

I hate this, I honestly do I feel like I’m not enough for my bf, i know he tells me that he loves me everyday but I just feel like he doesn’t mean it, i don’t know I try my best in me and his relationship but I just feel like it’s not enough, I hate how me and him are long distance to, i absolutely hate it I feel like I’m to much as well I always hear bland responses from him on call I just don’t know, I feel like he’s going to end up leaving me to, like one day he is gonna get fed up with me and leave me, I just can’t handle this, I can’t stand losing him, he means just to much to me, I can’t lose him, he is all I have right now, he’s what’s keeping me from going back to old habits but I’m slowly starting to slip back into them, I don’t know what to do.