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y tf is my stomach like

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ew

its not supposed 2 b like that

n w r my legs (  <-[sideview]

it looks like chicken legs

and my feet r \ /

can they be atleast  | |  or  / \

y is my head so fucking big

where did the insides go

do I have a brain

y am I leaning towards the side of chubby instead of normal

I want 2 c if I lost weight but I am sure that will js make me cry

can I b tall atleast

can my family finish their goddamn food w/o complaining

my father sometimes refuses to eat rice other times he dosent want to eat dinner

but there is already a plate, spoon, fork and glass full of water waiting for him

my sister is so picky with her food  she never wants to eat what is on the table  she wants like egg, pasta noodles, grilled cheese

she's 10 but mother does not get angry with her 

I used to be a picky eater but only until I was 7 because she always got angry with me when I say I don't like the food

I can feel the dissappointment and sadness of my mother when my family says they don't want to eat or don't even go to the table

I am the only one who always eats with her

I always eat

I eat more food than I am capable of when the two are not there

I always eat

I don't even want to eat

I want to throw up

I want to be thinner

but my father likes me the most because I am not skinny I am not fat

he is preparing me to take over his business

I don't like that

I don't want that

as soon as I graduate he will retire and I will take full charge of the business

I hate that

my parents always say I can be whatever I want as long as I am happy

I want to be a bartender

they are not happy

because I do not want to be a doctor, business woman, scientist, lawyer

just a bartender

I want to cut open my body and remove the fats

nothing will happen to me

I will get it back anyways by living

I am 13

shouldn't problems like this occour to me when I'm older