OMG I'M EXHAUSTED

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I'm done with my course now. I forgot just how draining school environments are, I couldn't be bothered to get on any socials the whole 3 weeks. My battery is fully dead. I don't even get any recovery time my family has planned to go to the movies and then I have my first autism assesment and then I have a gaming con! T^T Luckily the con is very small so it won't be terrible. The school was not all bad tho, I've always felt like vocational learning was much more my speed. The studying parts and the socializing is still pretty difficult and exhasuting, but I loved the hands-on learning so much. I also didn't really think that the subject would become something that interested or engaged me so much but I'm actually really liking that I chose the path of phlebotomy it's really fun. Drawing blood is kinda challenging at first but when you get it right it's incredibly rewarding and that immediate dopamine release is what keeps me interested in things to the point where getting it wrong just makes me want to try harder like it's a game. I just wanted to do this because it doesn't require higher education, it's an essential job that's needed everywhere and won't be shut down during a pandemic, and it's a little more accomodating than other jobs are plus I can do evening or night shift. Now I actually like it tho and I'm kinda excited to get better at it. I'm just glad that studying and test taking are over because my brain doesn't absorb anything that way and I probably won't have fully learned most of that stuff until I actually have to deal with it every day on the job. Now I just have to get through the excrutiatingly boring process of finding a job :/