POEM(?)

TBH I don't even know if I can call this a poem but here's a little "blurb" I wrote tonight

The amount of suffering I would go through just to talk to her again is unlike any other. 

The amount of pain and sheer torment I would go through to even walk by her side once again.

I miss her sweet smile, her lustrous scent, and even just her presence alone sent me in a daze.

She made me happy unlike anybody else in my whole life ever had.

She was the only thing that ever brought me any kind of joy.

I would do anything just to feel her soft hands interlocked within mine again. 

I want to be in her life and I want her to be in mine. 

I remember I would be so distrought and depressed when I didn't meet her at school sometimes. 

It hurts to realize that I'm never gonna be able to talk to her again. 

So, as I cry in my dark, desolate room for hours on end, I ponder questioning myself "when I will ever feel happiness once again."

Tiny poem but idk here it is