artistry pain

recently been in a drought, a cold, empty drought. wanting to release, but every time i sit down to make music, it never comes out the way i want it to. i think im being overly perfectionistic, but its hard to enjoy it when you dont have anything you enjoy about. i think im being hard on myself sometimes, other times, i think im not being hard enough on myself to do the things i want to do. and its not like theres anyone over my shoulder forcing me to make music, or telling me i have to.