I'm so tired of struggling with my mental health. It's so annoying. I'm absolutely terrified of dying and it's all I can think about. It drives me crazy. Why can't I be afraid of something that I can avoid like spiders? I can't eat or sleep. My stomach is always a mess from the anxiety. I feel stuck. I see my counselor like I'm supposed to and take my meds as directed. I feel like I keep giving my life just keeps taking. Maybe I just need a good cry.
One Hour At A Time