2023/09/26 - First Entry?

I sort of already mentioned this in a bulletin recently, but I kind of want to have some kind of semi-consistent blog/journal/etc. type of thing going? Idk what I'll do exactly, the main thing that's always stopped me from doing journals and such is feeling like I don't rly have anything to write about? but, i think it could be a fun thing to try! i suppose if i'm too self-conscious or w/e about it i could make my entries private, but i'm gonna start things by trying to do them public like this one :D

I'm actually in a (online) class while writing this, my schedule on tuesdays is kind of weird. I've got a class now (2-3 pm) and then another one from 6-9 pm, and then an early class the next day :(

that being said, i actually kinda like early classes? like, i hate getting up so early and i'm sleepy most of the time, but there is something nice about being awake at a time when the world feels much quieter... and in a way, i feel like i'm getting more out of my day. too bad i can't seem to wake up at a good time on my own lol

speaking of waking up early, i hope i get some early morning fog again this year. i got a lot of that last year and even got some pictures :). here's one i like:

i sized this guy down so it'd load faster loll but here's one! I believe it's from november 2022? that's what my phone camera said anyway. ig i could technically categorize this under photography now lol, but i won't

i should prob pay attention in class so i'll come back to add more later, or post this if i don't wanna add anything else.

one good thing is, despite the school schedule kind of stomping on my motivation to do things a lot, I'm feeling more awake and aware today so I'm planning to do some writing for a dead by daylight server i'm in :D

maybe writing silly little things like this helped me wake up a little bit, in which case i should def do it more. idk if i'll wanna write stuff all throughout the day and post it at the end, or write everything at once at the end of the day? i think i'm kind of leaning towards this almost stream of consciousness thing, where i've been writing stuff as it comes to mind and then posting it once i think it's ready. and ig i can always edit it to add more stuff if something comes to mind, too!

anyway, i think this is ok for a first entry, i can always work on refining/making this more actually interesting as i do it more.

also side note!! i decided to use a different background image for blog entries now to give them a fun visual distinction from my main profile and imo this image feels extra cozy :)

i'm still keeping the other screenshot for my profile background tho cuz i think it looks good