26.09.23

Hello!

it's been a while

i'm writing this during history class LMAO

a LOTTT of stuff has happened since i last posted omg

school is okay, we've had an exam and we're taking two more this week, but it's nothing we can't handle, just english and our special courses sooo

should be fine!

i'm putting a lot more effort into my work this time around. i'm happy to say i'm doing better than last year. which isn't to say i'm cured of my depression or anything, i'm just trying harder so i can have the future i want some day ૮ • ﻌ - ა

there's this guy that i like... or don't. it's kinda on and off, but it's been that way since fifth grade HAHA

it's a bit complicated, because he's so VAGUE RAHH I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE WANTS

ONE DAY HE'S SUPER SWEET AND THEN THE OTHER HE IGNORES ME LIKE

whatever i think i'm losing interest. it's so funny though, because just as i'm being colder to him he's paying more attention to me 𖦹 ´ ᯅ ` 𖦹 why do men...

oh, i also met with a friend i haven't seen since may last friday! it's was rlly fun!! we wanted to go to this mall, but we arrived super late because of some change in the bus stops... we arrived like an hour and a half before closing. it was okay though! we had some mcdonald's and bought some chocolate covered marshmallows and strawberry gummies. we also shared a monster. the bus ride home was really fun, it was already dark outside... very aesthetic. the bus was SO FULL. LIKE SO FULL. i think it was the last bus driving to our city that day so naturally EVERYONE AT THE MALL hopped on. it cleared out pretty quickly though. my friend and i spoke english the whole day HAHA some guys even thought we were american so they said something like "trump, cheeseburgers, other stereotypes." when i responded in perfect german they got off the bus ૮ ˙Ⱉ˙ ა LMAO

i also gave that friend a matching phone charm i made in JULY like DAMN

ugh i have math tutoring after history today ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১ i don't wanna go, but i have to

it's the last weeek before autumn break though, so i'll live

it feels like yesterday that summer break ended and school started again... it's only been a month and a half or so and we're already getting two weeks off of school- ig we're lucky?

i'm going to berlin and egypt during the break! i'm really excited....

i hope i don't forget to post about those while i'm there :3

bye for now! ૮꒰ྀི⸝⸝> . <⸝⸝꒱ྀིა