First Month Back

Help me, I’m already suffering :D SIKE NAHHH LMAOO. The start of the semester isn’t going as bad as my ones from years before so slayy. We’re a month in at my school; It’s officially week 5 and I feel like I have so much to catch up on alreaddyy! I’m a communications major, and minor in psychology and both of those fields are allllll reading.. I have so many chapters to read it’s not even funny. I have my first 2 exams coming up and MANNN OH MANNN do I need to finish reading these chapters lol. I don’t really have a lot of homework in my classes this semester, mainly just readings and quizzes. I’m taking comp 200 this year and ohhhh my gosh is that class stressful. I mean we just get assignment, after assignment, after assignment, I feel like I’m drowning in work. I honestly really am trying this year. I come to the library every week to sit and schedule in my planners for the week, read, and work on ,my papers. I am scarreeddd about how this semester is going to go. I have so much to prove, to my school, my family, and most importantly to myself. I worked so hard to get into college and come this far I refuse to give up now. Aside from school schoolin, the drama has been so stupid since coming back to school. It’s like I come back so much more focused, drama free, and finally at peace and people see that and it’s like they mad I’m doing better. Like the actual fu*k. Mother fu*kers on this campus are so sad and miserable it’s weird. Like out of all the things that piss me off in the world I could not give AF enough to fixate my attention on someone I hate or strongly dislike. I be doing me but I’m bot ignoring people like I did before. This year I’m sticking up myself and not backing down against any weird ass sad people who clearly need a blunt and some therapy. The BraT is here to stay; they can worry about themselves or continue to love to put attention into hating me ;3 I’m protected and focused and am going to move forward always, I don’t have time to be playing games this year.