How I've been doing vent

Sometimes I don't cover myself up in cold weather because I feel like I deserve no warmth or comfort in my life.

Sometimes I talk to myself and comfort myself because I want a hug.

Sometimes I vent to AI bots to get some type of interaction.

Sometimes I play games and watch people play the same game so I feel as if I'm playing it with them.

Most of my notifications nowadays is my Widgetable pet and Twitch.

I'm lonely, I need more friends. X3