Mirrors terrify me

24/09/2003

"Mirrors terrify me"

I usually look in the mirror and feel how my face is deformed, my face becomes more horrible every second and the feeling of unpleasantness is too much.

My bed is in front of the mirror, as a child I was afraid of mirrors, always imagining that something would come out of there and transport me to their world, thinking that those memories of the deformity that abounded there were going to drag me into their world to become what it is, a reflection.

My thoughts tremble every time I think about the mirror in my room, my thoughts freeze every time I look in the mirror, that mirror that absorbs my soul so strongly that it makes me look at myself for hours and hours, admiring the monsters that are inside. 

My mirror wants to trap me, the mirror wants me to enter, it wants to watch me. I always covered the mirrors before going to sleep, I always hid from the mirrors at night, morning and afternoon.

Mirrors terrify me, it's an old feeling but at the same time new. Mirrors terrify me.