My life rn

I feel like I am drifting away from everything. I feel like I am becoming more introvert. I am trying to become a better person. I am trying to spend more time outside then inside. I am studying to make my parents proud. life is short so I am trying to do things that I really want to do and live a life. I would rather risk and do stuff I want to do then don't risk and regret stuff. I am planning to get a fixed gear bike this December. Then I gonna save my money to buy a camera that not so expensive and have a decent quality. So I can go around riding my bike and taking pics of things that are interesting ( my dream fr). I thinking I should learn martial arts for self defense because if a person rob me I am doomed. I am thinking I should learn Muay Thai but I not sure. But for now I just doing push ups and stuff.