!! VENTING

I've been at university for 3 years now and I'm entering my 4th year! The thing is, I can't take it any more, I don't like what I'm doing, I literally don't like anything.

I passed my history degree in June and now I'm starting my master's degree in information and documentation (the library world in short ?).  Even that, I DON'T LIKE IT but it's simpler, so I prefer to study it.

I feel like I'm lost, I've never liked school or anything, but it's so important (childhood trauma, in short) that I can't see myself leaving the school system. So I'm out there, in college, studying without any real goal