🩰 09.21.23 entry 𓍯 .𖥔 ݁ ˖🍈

Firstly, I'd like to address the elephant in the room. 

I know i've been wearing a lot of edgier more gloomy/grunge coquette lately but ; GUYS I PROMISE IM STILLL THAT PINK  MORUTE DOLLETTE GIRL WHO LIVES IN VINTAGE NIGHTGOWNS, RIBBONS, AND LACE!!! I PROMISE IM STILL A CREEPY LITTLE PORCELAIN DOLL. 

(onetime when i went to go get my senior pictures the lady said i looked like a porcelain doll. best compliment of my life i almost cried.)

(also this was the 2nd best compliment i ever received)

i was gonna wear a skirt today but things jus didnt work out and i threw on my jeans again. 😭 it also doesn't help that this black oversized zip-up has become my comfort item and i wear it like every day. (it belonged to my best friend who moved like 1.45 hours away... & i feel safe when i wear it and i have less panic attacks/ less overstimulated🤧...) its basically a very grunge not so dollette piece of armor >:/ 

also i love u all, the compliments and love i've received recently has helped with my mood significantly. the support on my poetry has also been so so helpful. its given me more confidence to put my work out there and further explore the hobby <3 (oneday i think i want to release a book of my poetry)