Addiction sucks.

I used to say I wasn't an addict. I used to think drugs, coffee, and stuff like that was what made up addiction. And though I used excuses to explain my drug use, all I was doing was justifying the only thing that dulled my earliest memories, numbed the festering pain and left me care free. But when compiled with a more persistent addiction that had been festering since early childhood I simply condemned myself by using drugs making things so much worse and in the end losing everything including myself.

If you use drugs, stop before you lose everything you love and utterly destroy the lives around you. Before you tear your family to pieces, quit denying the truth, acknowledge your addictions, and seek help while you still can. I wish I did. It's to late for me but if you are reading this just know there are many addictions one can be afflicted by but its not to late for you...