school again

yoo so im back at it again and we are i think in the fourth week of school. its been omfg already horrible. i got my period the day of the football game so i felt horrible found out my crush quit marching band and i havent seen him in like a week or two its been so bad and i had to write a letter to one of my section leaders about how i felt because he was being super weird about the jokes he was making and i cant express my feelings out loud so i had to. but yeah he said sorry or what ever so its fine ig ion care anymore. also i have this other section leader (marching band i play susaphone and flute) his name is tay (not his real name) super cool dude hes so chill hes like an older brother to me and i deadass cry whenever hes not there to lead me cause other wise idk where to go and hes always there to help and today we were doing a new drill and hes always next to me in drills and helps me BUT HES NOT NEXT TO ME IN THIS ONE LIKE WHYYYY. anyway i think ill be fine hopefully.