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im like . head in hands rn. i love school but ive havent been to my classes for like almost two weeks now and its literally making me go insane GAAAAH like i know its my responsibility to get myself to class and i cant blame anyone for it im just so mad at myself because of itttt. like i literally had my multiple alarms set for me to wake up but i literally woke up, set it to snooze 8 minute nap aND THEN FELL ASLEEP THRU MY ALARMS AND MISSED MY CLASSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW

how does this even happeenn :-; like i need melatonin so bad bc ive been literally going to sleep at 6 AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idk why i havent gotten myself any melatonin yet but my sleep schedule is sooooooooo fawked up and its having me like tearing out my hair clawing at my padded walls. i still have a chance to go to my classes tomorrow but i got an exam that i have to do at 3-5pm WHICH IS STUPID BTW. WHY DO TEACHERS DO THAT LIKE I HATE THAT SHIT SOOOO MUCH IF UR POSTING AN EXAM LET ME DO IT AT ANYTIME!!!!!!! NOT AT A SET TIME CMOOOOOOOON.

now i just do my homework and notes and like...... fingers cross that next week ill be normal