Job searching

Hey guys! Just struggling a bit mentally because I don't have a lot of money, and I still don't have a job. I wish I could have the job that I really desire and thrive and be happy, and be able to save up lots of money and be responsible. I've been really low for a while and I feel less bad sometimes and my girlfriend makes me feel better too but I don't want to stress her. I'm gonna keep trying and pushing onwards because I deserve to live comfortably.