i feel so lazy :((

does anyone else struggle with doing things they love ?? like everyday when i get home i just scroll and scroll on social media instead of watching one of the 300+ shows on my watchlist or one of the 500+ movies, or reading one of the 300+ books … i feel like im gonna die before i get to watch or read all these things, but i cant get myself to do it and idk .. makes me sad. im p sure this is an adhd thing but i feel very alone in it so idk