An explanation (TW: s/a and s/h mentions)

So a lot of people are prolly wondering why I brush off a lot of stuff (Example: my s/a's, all my s/h, etc), and it's about time I explain why I do this.

Okay so, here's a very long reason (I'll add a TL;DR too-):

So growing up wasn't a good household for me. Yes, both parents love me, but their views on the world are different than mine. So that lead to a lot of differences. 

Fast forward a while, and I finally got introduced to social media.. Then... my first s/a happened... Yeah, my parents never found out. Cause I'd get yelled at for talking to strangers or some shit. That lead to a lot of s/h.. And once more, I wasn't open about that. 

So I just kept everything to myself growing up. And no one learned about anything. And the people who did know... Didn't believe me.

I figured that if enough people stop believing me, it'll pass... Right? Wrong... So I just pushed it all aside. 

Fast forward, and I got with "the bastard" (as we call her), and learned to laugh at my trauma... AFTER he did what she did to me... I learned to laugh and laugh because if you can't have laughter, what do you have?

So when I got with my fiancee, I learned to laugh with her. She laughed, so I did too.

So now I just laugh and brush it off, sweeping it under the metaphorical rug.

Now I just don't want people feeling sorry for me bc why? Like why should you feel sorry for me? Learn to laugh and sweep it under the rug /nsrs.

Anygays, I love y'all /p

EDIT: 

I forgot my TL;DR, so lemme sum it up:

I learned at a young age people didn't care, so I brushed almost everything off. And then I learned to laugh about it because everyone else laughed at their trauma.

That's it... Nothing else... I learned to laugh-