big big plate

i suppose i do have a lot on my plate. i didn't think so, until i thought about it... i am working, studying; i have to maintain the integrity of myself, my car, my future; i have to start planning for my master's; i have to lay the groundworks for assisting in research... make sure the bills are sorted, make sure i am socially content..... make sure the house is clean..... god, i need to mow the goddamned lawn.......

i cannot wait to have everything in its place, everything laid out in front of me... that may not happen until i have graduated and am in the profession... ah well, it's only three more years.

in a less metaphorical sense, mmmmmm big plate