im a little worried (tw)

i didn't think the start of the schoolyear was gonna be so hard.

i don't know what i was expecting but it wasn't this. it's only the third week of school and over half of my friends are relapsing, and one of them is at the worst they've been in over a year. I'm so so worried for everyone, and i'm worried for myself just as much.

i'm trying so hard to believe that it'll get better once we get through a few months, but..