Dreams and nightmares

>I never add any trigger warnings, but there can be mentions of everything bad you can think of .If youre too sensetive, better not read

18/01/24

During the night i had no dreams probably. But when i slept in daytime the first time i had a dream about my cousin having an angry father whos actions were unpredictable. And cousin came to me(i have no idea why but all that was happening in a dark forest for some reason) and showed me his plushie which was all in different patches like as if he saw trying to sew it all together few times. And cousin said that his dad wants him to kill his pet and put its organs in this plushie. So cousin needed my help with k1lling pet. I started to cry irl and when i was half asleep i understood i was talking out loud and i said "he told you put WHAT inside?".XD

I was crying irl from that and my breathe was unsteady like as if after a nightmare but i fell asleep again!:) And this dream i hardly remembered at first, but then it appeared in my mind. So, i was chatting with a girl who had curly hair, while watching her through window. Her last message was "im gonna slit my neck" and sure after message she immideatly did it and i saw blood dripping down. Then i was calling parents for any help because they were at home and i was blaming myself for not texting her when she needed, that i could stop her.

2?/12/23

Someone was chasing and i walked in random apartment building to hide. i decided to get as high as possible, but not really, be somewhere in a middle, so i chose to get to 7th floor. Then i walked out of elevator and i heard some singing or just speaking on floors below. I knew these were satanists T-T. Then i sat on stairs and made myself busy watching something on phone

22/12/23

I slept a lot that day, 2-3 hours during the day and at night too ofc. Only dream i remember is from when i was riding in bus and name Sylvester got stuck in my head. Thats all

18/12/23

Guys, its Adam again, if u understand which one im talking abt. This makes no sense, i just dreamt about escape the backrooms level(im lazy to search which one it is, but who played its the one where u need to unlock big gate by pulling 4 levers, its like lvl 0 but changed) still same basic yellow backrooms walls but somehow there was Adam too T_T. idk dude he just was here idk if he was a wanderer or entity ashccbasc

17/12/23

Keep getting weird dreams. This time it was a trip to the beach and there was a man who's car crushed with another..and dude was a poor student and car wasn't even his, it was his father's, so dude got really upset and shot himself with revolver.

16/12/23

Ok so, not so pleasant dream. In this dream i was checking my friend's profile in telegram, but app looked different and it had likes and comments on photos u upload. And under my friend's photo there were 70+ comments from their friends. And all were so friendly, it was evident that they're in close relationship. And here my jealousy appears ahhshaah. And so i texted friend asking if thats the reason why they dont text me much, they said yes, and started sending me dialogues with their other friends which are so so sweet friendly and everything. I blocked them in my dream after that👍

21/11/23

Adam Lanza with a cute bow.

25/10/23

Ok right before waking up i had a short but bright dream.Someone texted me and he said "you have no idea what i had to go through just to finally text you"And after dream ended, there were more messages idk what were they:(

About 6 more messages i remember number 6

24/10/23

Only know there were hand size millipedes crawling on my hand :3 UPD: just remembered, also they were on the walls and it was a bit scary they were enormous. And it looked exactly same as my real life room and bed where i sleep, basically they were crawling up to my legs

20/10/23

Again type of apocalyptic city, broken stairways, abandoned buildings, all foggy and no people around. Scary af elevator, i swear to god i dream of scary elevators every month just for different times. This time i was in an elevator and it started opening while lifting up. i wasnt alone, with some tall man figure and we both were silent like as if this shit happens every day.

18/10/23

I clearly remember only one scene. I was at school where i used to study and by the next table to mine there was my online friend. Days before he told me smth about his chemistry lessons and so in this dream we were on chemistry, doing something with ammonia water. He looked the same way he draws himself (i never saw how he looks irl) and i was sure i see that one online friend and no one else.

20/09/23

Ofc i could remember more if i decided to write it down earlier, but im doing it at 10 pm. All i remember is that my friend who's 15 years old, said that he's actually 20.

19/09/23

i was on a playgroud, dont imagine it looking modern alr, it was with some broken swings and just one-two things to play on. Typical Russian playground. It was autumn, falled leaves, yk the atmosphere. I was looking for something hidden in ground, and i kept finding knives, hunting looking knives. And broken pieces or guns or other weapons. I wasnt alone i think.

In other part of dream i was in a place where was a cliff with cars on half way fallen from it.And i had some kind of philosophical talk with a boy around my age. He wore glasses and was very annoying, it feels like he kept being mean to me.

13/09/23

Not much i remember. This dream was more about surroundings than actions. I was walking in school, i saw it already before in other dream, not my irl one but more like school in America or smth. I was just walking there, idk if i even tried to find something or not. I saw no students around, i had neutral/slightly nervous mood.

12/09/23

This dream had two parts: in forest and at school.

Forest part: i was in a car with a woman, idk if she was supposed to be my mother or not. We were driving somewhere but then randomly stopped near dark forest, it was also moist, as if after rain. As i looked at forest i saw about 6 cars parked between trees, i remember saying "what the hell, what are they here for??" I didnt feel safe there, i remember having a gun in pocket. After some time i saw a man in yellowish sweater walking, he had very tired face expression, and he was holding a small plastic bag. Later i noticed he had some heavy drugs in that bag and he was probably high.

At school: There were usual classes, desks chairs, and we were making injections with quite big syringe. it wasnt a medical bay, just class, and i was a doctor. idk what was going on.

7/08/23

Spoiler:i was watching Slimecicle video in evening. I was swiming in not clean river under a bridge with some boys(they felt like my friends) and among them was Slimecicle. It was so fun, was very easy to swim even if irl i hardly can, everyone laughed. After this we were climbing a hill and sitting on grass after swimming.

20/07/23

I was in a room with my classmates(not irl ones but felt like theyre my classmates), especially girls. Room was so spacious and..shapeless. It probably looked more like a hall/corridor, than a usual room. I knew that i was on good terms with everyone in a room, we were all friendly. We started walking towards a shop, i saw nice big fountain. I bought a huge set on sushi and something else i dont remember. When i was standing at the checkout, my irl classmate Dave(name changed in privacy purposes) was infront of me in the queue. I decided ti surprise him and i said something like "wowww whos there!a familiar face!" .Then it was time to pay for food and my friends paid for me(AMAZING). We decided to share a set of sushi together in the evening at the "Vladimir shopping centre" , funny name for a sh.centre loll. Further details of dream are getting more and more blurry. Sometimes i looked at everything from the top, like on a board game if it makes sense.

22/06/23

Me, my friend and Randal from ranfren were on a swing, or rather i was standing are they were swinging. Then i went to visit my friend's flat and she confessed feelings foe me, i was so happy(BRO NO,IRL THERE ARE NO FEELINGS, but maybe deep inside..OK NO NVM)

1/11/22

I was on a vacation somewhere near the sea.There weren't much people,water felt pleasant,but cold.I didn't swim, the water was up to my knees,so i just walked there.Somewhere far away was a tourist base, it's roof was in sight.And like in almost every my dream,there were woods near by.In other episode i was in a marketplace where people were selling animals' and people's teeth,bones,skulls.And there also were a lot of crystals!!(which are my obsession as you may know).There was one pretty similar to my Vesuvianite one but that one looked yellowish.And i saw some rocks which i'm struggle to discribe now..They looked like unusuall quartzes with the growths of other crystalls..Ok,just believe me that they looked cool.I was so sad when i woke up, because i haven't bought any of these crystals(((

29/09/22

I found out that my brain loves to take random people from my life and make them my best friends in dreams. I kinda feel like I'm talking with real people in my dreams and I'm getting to know them better. Sure it doesn't work like that, but i love to think about it.Sadly, I've got interesting dreams just on days when I can peacefully sleep for a long time. But when school started there aren't much days like that.So, yeah, i had a dream in which two of my classmates became my friends. We were just talking and it felt comfortable. I don't speak to those two people irl at all, but i did in a dream at least.I feel f..king lonely, but my brain tries to cheer me up somehow. Thanks,i guess.

20/09/22

I'm finally writing something here.Wow.I was outside and there were a lot of people, who looked like they're from military, or smth like that. They stood in small groups(2-4 people in each one). I felt like they shouldn't see me, but i wasn't hiding. I walked down the street pretty fast, it felt somewhat anxiously. These military people started to notice me, one by one. They had certain patches with black and white signs on their shoulders. I can't remember how the sign looked like(.When it felt like i was running from all these stares, one of them approached me:''Hello sir, i think you are sick, can you come with us? ''.I run away back to my home.Home looked different from my real life one. This one was a two-storey house and it was pretty trashy inside. But it had a nice garden, and pine trees outside.

I lived here with a woman who had long straight hair (i didn't understand what kind of relationship are we in). When i came back home we quickly closed the curtains, checked every window if it's locked. It felt like someone scary was about to come in through them.Time skip

It's been a few days/months.Everything was calm, but i decided to check the front door. Well, at first, i asked that woman i lived with to check it, but she refused. Then i went to that small room, with large windows without curtains and a front door. I carefully looked through the window, and saw that nobody was outside. Then i looked through the door peephole. It was nothing unusual, but suddenly i saw fingers on a side,which were slowly closing the peephole from outside. I still remember how it looked like, and i assure you , I WASN'T EXPECTED THIS DREAM TO BECOME A SCARY ONE.

Still a good dream. I like something strange like this one.Btw when i woke up i couldn't understand for a few seconds if it was real or not.

26/08/22

I don't remember much.It was snowing when i looked through the window...And that was someone i talked with, he/she was acting friendly.I also had that cliche scary dream in which dogs were running after me. Not fun.

23/08/22

I'd love to be good at writing just for be able to describe the surrounding in this dream.

It looked pretty much like a county i live in: same looking houses as mine one, same playgrounds, same everything.But all of it just wasn't on it's places. There also was a hill, which doesn't exist in real life. And there were a lot of high buildings on it. I climbed to the roof, and saw a fascinating landscape from here. The city looked cold and foggy, almost post - apocalyptic.

As i understood later, in that dream i tried to find my flat.The first house i walked in, turned out to be a hospital. The second one had arcades and puzzles in it. There happened to be a little boy with me (6-8 y.o looking one). We searched what we should play here, especially i looked for easy puzzles for him to solve them. But he just picked the hardest one and said: "Да ниче ща за пять сек все решим"("Yeah, we'll solve it in five seconds")

I was shocked to say at least,lol.I don't think that i found my flat, but i spent time with genius boi, i guess...

27/07/22

I was looking for my car in the parking lot.It was a very snowy day, all cars were covered with snow.There also was fragment with an account of a boy in social media.I remembered his name and surname,and there also was profile picture with trains.I tried to find him just for fun, but there are too much people with that name, and no one with trains profile picture :р

26/07/22

I had some seperate dreams, the most interesting one was when Seraphim Angel appeared.I felt anxiety and had a thought it was really happening.But nah.Angel was so beautiful and scary at the same time.Like that dream.

23/07/22

I woke up at eight a.m.,and decided to sleep more.Between 8 a.m and 10 a.m i had a dream about me waking up,checking what time is it, and it happend to be 6 p.m.Before all of it at night i had a long dream about me buying something in a typical Russian grocery store.Don't remember anything else.

18/07/22

There was a girl with the same looking hair as mine.But she had those colored stripes on strands of her hair(Very scene-kid looking).They looked nice, maybe i should dye mine the same lol.

17/07/22

The dream starts with a dirty road along the forest.I didn't know where that road will lead me to, but i remembered the way. I had a feeling that I've seen that road in a previous dreams.Then i went to another town to visit my friends and go sailing.The weather was terrible while we were sailing,so it was quite complicated.There were high waves, and a lot of yachts, which we were about to crash into.But it ended well, nobody got hurt :).

11/06/22

My sister and I were walking in a storm. There was a forest,lots of garages, overhead power lines.Those places looked so uncomfortable.I felt so much anxious.Then i'm standing on a hill with my cousin and looking into the distance.The weather is much better,just some clouds fly by.There is a bus stop far away from a hill we're standing on.I could also see the dark forest and a water tower in the distance.We've decided to go to that forest.It was very beautiful in here,there were yellow flowers and yellow butterflies,long grass,succulents.Then we walked out of the forest...or we didn't? The next things i can remember is that in another day i decided to go to the forest again.When i entered the same blooming area of the forest, i heard a deep male voice.He asked me a lot of questions about my life(like what are my parents` names, in what school i study, what i like to do and etc.)At first he sounded more serious and rude.But as time went by he became more friendly and we end up laughing together.He was just a voice,i haven't seen him. Then he let me go.Once i went for a walk with my friend.We walked to the most modern looking area in our city.Suddenly a 14 years old looking girl joined our walk.None of us seemed to know who she is,but we continued talking with her.She was so smiley and friendly.I understood who she is when she started asking me questions like a male voice did that before.I guessed she and the voice were both from a secret organization or something extraterrestrial. When that girl said that she needs to go back home, i asked when can i talk to them again. She said she'll let me know when.She'll give me a sign.After a long time i went to the forest again. There weren't any blooming flowers, they all were rotten.I looked around and noticed horrifying things: two pictures.One with my friend dead and the second with my cousin dead too.I took one of them and on the reverse side was written:"I did that for you.I wanted to save you."

14/05/22

I was travelling in a train.While i was sleeping,(sleeping in a dream haha)people kept talking about how to get into design university and how to draw people in motion.

??/05/22

Me and two of my classmates were hanging out in a sunny weather. We were walking through the parking lot and chating about this being the best time of our lives.

10/04/22

I think about that dream a lot.There was a guy with blond hair and weird haircut,his surname started with the letter K.I've been standing near my real life school when he approached me.I asked him if we know each other.He acted surprised and said that we're from the same school, and that's weird that i forgot about him.I also knew that his sister`s name starts with the letter M.

07/04/22

There was a weird house,or mansion.Me and my friend were hiding from someone.

??/??/21

Kind of a mystical dream,a bit scary.At school there was an elevator which walls were made of bathroom tiles. They looked very old and dirty.Me and some school students were heading to the 3rd or 5th floor(can't remember),but an elevator suddenly fell down It didn't hurt at all,there was just a loud noise.Then everything changes and i end up in a girls' changing room.There was nobody but my friend, who kept telling me she sees a ghost.I tried to see it too,but i couldn't.Every location in that dream looked old and abandoned.

27/08/21

I played claw machine in a mall.Claw was made of metal and looked like a real human hand,and also there was a scoop.There was a woman who asked me which prizes should she add to the machine.I don`t think i answered her, lol.Also the box (from which people take out their prizes) was too small.That was impossible to take your prize anyway!