Lonely day, lonely heart, lonely person ᕙ⁠(⁠＠⁠°⁠▽⁠°⁠＠⁠)⁠ᕗ

Today I didn't talk to any of my friends, still feeling too broken, I don't have many friends, I'm lonely and shy to meet more people... I would like to be more sociable and friendly to others, also draw people's attention since I am a very boring person and unremarkable to the rest, my colors are monochromatic, I don't have much to talk about, others call me "NPC" or even compare me to a machine... I just want friends :( 

Isn't my way of being really pleasant or friendly to others? Maybe, I don't know, no one tells me anything else outside of their problems when they need comfort. I also want to be like those people who vent whenever they feel bad! It's my dream! Being able to communicate in a better way with others and stop being shy! But I don't have anyone to let loose with, who to be me with, who will I talk to?

Well, just something brief about my day today, until tomorrow or so I think \(⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)/