update 1

deciding to write updates on myself to track my emotional progress, both mentally and spiritually:3

I went to the store today and found my dream tarot deck! I'm not sure my mom liked it, but it isn't her choice to make.

I asked it some questions, we clicked well! it gave me answers I didn't ask for but I know it's trying to help me in the long run.

It mentioned meditation, so I'm going to at least try and do that. My mom said she couldn't do it too well from her ADD but I will try!

She gave me a Buddhist meditation book, and I've read the first few pages and I like it, though I have more to read!

I tried the whole Christianity, but it didn't really click with me. I'm not sure why, but it didn't. I'm going to read more on Buddism since that is what I was originally taught growing up.

 thanks for reading, have a good day!