↑_(ΦwΦ)Ψ crazy first 2 months in senior high

i havent a lot of time to write in here ever since i started enrollment and ever since then ive been bombarded with so much shit in school (ﾉಥ益ಥ)ﾉ so where do i even start well i joined in an school org as an asst secretary working under ofc the actual secretary of the org and id say all is going pretty well. the org itself is fairly new so the work there isn't that tasking but its still a lot. i suck in ict and general math which is yk kind of expected already but the guilt is pretty much there, and lastly was the language month activites which holy shit really stretched out my schedule they where all graded so all 6-7 events where in some ways worth the effort but holy shit even today im still beat about it. I've almost met really great people there (o´∀`o) which honestly i didnt expect since i really came here with no idea on what to do or how to act and just found my way with some people i can really find myself enjoying the time i have for the rest of my senior high in and out of school ♡( ◡‿◡ ) . and when things couldn't go well for me (socially) i met a boy from my section wfhnuiewbviwuebvuiwebv i think u can already know where it went from there and he actually likes me back the same as well?!?!?!?!!? another thing i really didnt see coming but here it is but i am so happy he does but in relationship wise i dont really think im ready to really be his yeah, hes also pretty new to it so rushing it to be yeah feels wrong but ong this is probably the commitment issues talking (i dont feel like ill be enough for not just him but everyone no matter what i do for them and if i where to meet somebody else im just abandoning the people i already met because im that shit of a person) (つω`｡). the pressure is really on for me this school year but i just hope i dont actually end up dropping out of school (my thoughts been saying that a lot)