Uhhh Update!!1!

tw:(bad grammar and spelling) (oouhh spooky) 

Well honestly ive fprgotten agout this XD but its a few weeks into school now and ive never felt more empty honestly, just waking up and remembering ive gotta do this over and over again is kinda crazy... its drving me crazy!!!1 its getting harder adn harder to find motivation and just staying happy for long periods of time. its harder been harder for me to really enjoy the things i like. music has been a really big intrest for me tho. i really enjoy it!!! i listen to it all day im probably gonna go deaf :D ive been more into metal lately its so nice