Heart of Succubi

I am so high that my fingers touch the sky. 

And my feet have melted into the ground till there ain't no sound nobody around. 

I am sippen on the silence soaking up the water. Now I am drowning and it is about to get deeper. 

Deeper that a burning blistering lie. Thinking that is was simple and pure but now you left my head lost and unclear. Brought to think it was all just a dream. 

Don't forget it isn't always what it fucking seems.

I don't regret time but the ignorant bliss
You gave me through every kiss
Saying you don't wanna hurt me
But you broke me but am I free
Am I free from the impression
That I always question if it was real or not
But now I know not everything is a dream
I gave you all of me for free
The only charge is on my heart
Because I have to tear my memories apart
Beginning to end I know you say you wanna be friends
With no connection, no affection,
And pretend that I never let you into my bed,
Then into my head I truly believe everything that you said


But now I know I should have been terrified 
You left me drowning in the deep end
Not knowing how to float after this.
while I am down there I be sipping on the pain and soaking up the dream
That you never will love me.
Thinkin there was something more
That I could do to change your mind
But professing my love isn't enough
All you keep telling me is to not be sad
Not only am I sad but I am mad and sick of your shit
When you gonna realize your words are words
That accumulate then disappear into dust
Just because you just lost all of my trust
Don't pretend it never happened. That's why you keep relapsing.


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