please drown me

today my friend invited me to her bday party at her place and ofc i say yes.

the thing is that its been 3 hours. i didnt talk to one person. My friend invited all people i dont know and they all have been ignoring me for the whole night.

they have been gossiping about their bf and when i try to join the conversation  they just go on as if i never opened my mouth.

the worst thing is that everytime my mom called me she got mad that i've been lonely the whole night.

i wanna drown so i can leave or something

uwu