fuck you pt. 2

Why did you have to take advantage of me? We used to be best friends. I told you everything. I fucking trusted you. You knew about the fucked up shit that happened in my childhood, and yet you decided to make me relive it. That night, you really brought me back to the scared 6-9 year old girl I used to be. I still feel his dirty hands on me, and now i feel yours too. Even when I take a shower, this feeling doesn't come off of me. I wish I smacked you and screamed in your face in that moment, but I was so shocked that my body froze. You thought I was sleeping, and I bet you took so much pleasure in using my body this way. I hope that is the last feeling of pleasure you will ever get. I really didn't expect this from you, I thought you were better than that. I guess I was wrong. I hope I never see you again.