fictionkin ppl be my friends

I need more fictionkin friends even if we don't share a media :']

I'm tired of people talking about me in the context of me being kin like I'm not even there like???? hello???? I'm RIGHT HERE. I CAN READ. 

Plus I just wanna find more actual kin ppl instead of kffs (my hopes have been crushed too many times now) I also think I know more IRLs and fictives than kins.

Not to say I mind having IRLs and fictives (mediamates or otherwise) and whatnot as friends, in fact I think they're awesome! But those are/can be VERY different experiences to kin and I don't want to run the risk of being asked "Are you SURE you're not delusional?" again in response to me having a bad time with mems.
(don't ever ask anyone that out of nowhere btw, it's shitty regardless of who you're doing it to unless they've made it explicitly clear they're okay with you doing that, which I'm REALLY NOT.)
(also, nobody here did that, it just happened in the past and I'm scared it'll happen again by someone I trust.)