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"im soo delulu my crush definitely likes me x3" i am literally delusional i am characters irl delusions are NOT a quirky thing to have :fire emoji: .. ill never understand why people are so desperate to be genuinely delusional
the word "delulu" itself actually makes me so mad LOL
anyways posting this to a blog just so i can pin it and say err literally dni ever if you unironically use "delulu" to refer to yourself while not experiencing delusions >_<
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C0N_FETT1
Its so weird, I dislike people who do that (skull emoji because IM ON CHROMEBOOK)
rosenzweig
i love calling people delulu i can pretend i'm more normal and stable than them even after having mental illnesses for almost half my lifespan
TBH LMAOOO i say stuff like "ur such a delulu woww" to my friends as if i'm not actually delusional
by aether / dirk (ˊ•͈ ◡ •͈ˋ) deviqnt; ; Report
on a real note though, delusions and psychosis are like feeling depressed and having depression. one can happen to normal people and fade, while the other is far more serious and lasts longer. i don't think there's anything wrong with unironically saying "i feel depressed" or "he's delusional" as long as you aren't saying they have the (undiagnosed) mental illness.
at the same time it means people using schizo, bipolar, etc. in a non-joke manner really does get on my nerves because those are strictly psychological. bipolarity or schizophrenia in mental health wasn't much of a thing before the field of psychiatry, unlike depression or anxiety which had meanings in mental health/emotion before then
by rosenzweig; ; Report
NO NO i totally get what youre saying, im moreso referring to the non-suffering people who will unironically compare themselves to people experiencing delusions or psychosis and say things like "wow, he definitely likes me, i'm so delulu!" or "i wanna dye my hair at 3am, i'm going delulu!" it frustrates me to the max
by aether / dirk (ˊ•͈ ◡ •͈ˋ) deviqnt; ; Report
I hope they explode
Not much on the internet pisses me off but DIDtok absolutely infuriated me, and I don't even have it. Can't imagine the humiliation and pain people with it feel, especially since it's already so misunderstood
by rosenzweig; ; Report
DIDtok was the WORST thing to ever happen and i will stand with that forever, it just causes ACTUAL systems to be fakeclaimed because of the massive amount of people looking for attention online :pray:
by aether / dirk (ˊ•͈ ◡ •͈ˋ) deviqnt; ; Report
finding shit about DID is hard as it is and there was a huge spurt of misinformation when it became trendy™. my personal pet peeve is with bipolar (guess what i have, lmao) because it's far more complicated than these idiots seem to think but to them it just boils down to mood swings. i reckon if i met one of these guys irl I'd bash their head into a corner til their skull shatters because holy shit
by rosenzweig; ; Report
youre so fucking real for that, people on "disorder tok" or whatever it is seem to strip disorders down to like, 3 traits that nearly everyone experiences and then claim to have it. like.. no, user696969420 or whatever the fuck tiktok usernames are like, you dont have bipolar disorder just because you feel angry sometimes and then sad afterwards..!!!
by aether / dirk (ˊ•͈ ◡ •͈ˋ) deviqnt; ; Report
that's right. i am the only one who gets to mock my mental illness because i have it 🖕🖕🖕
by rosenzweig; ; Report
SOOO REAL FOR THAT!!!
by aether / dirk (ˊ•͈ ◡ •͈ˋ) deviqnt; ; Report
mental disordertok in general terrifies me, especially with the whole tourette’s mass hysteria thing that went on. i get people who explain their experiences and symptoms but those people feel so far and few between compared to everything else and i’m ??? having mental disorders isn’t cute or quirky. it’s isolating, it makes everyone treat you like shit, and it feels humiliating and confusing and makes life so difficult for what feels like no reason. though it is kind of funny to think about how if they experienced .2% of what i do on a daily basis they’d crumble. i just know user696969420 would piss their pants if they actually had a full on manic episode, psychosis and all.
by THETHIRDEYE; ; Report
i developed bipolar relatively early (15 and a half). i forget things that happen much sooner than most people – can't remember things from a year ago. together it felt like I've been struggling with it for basically as long as i can remember, so i used to dehumanize myself as just the label "bipolar" – so it especially infuriates me when people talk about "being bipolar".
it's to the point where idgaf if you can't afford it, do not call yourself bipolar until you get a diagnosis. "possibly bipolar", yes, but do not claim it as a diagnosis because webmd and the dsm are so vague it completely misrepresents the mental illness experience™
it is a very wonderful thing to not encounter pain and suffering, but to romanticise it instead of celebrating the lack of it is unfortunate. i hope they grow out of it because i find myself being hateful and thinking "god, i wish they *actually* had it" which isn't normally my style
by rosenzweig; ; Report
i developed it pretty much as soon as it can show up (around 13) and, despite being one of those people constantly praised for being smart and observant and all that crap, didn’t realize something was that off until i got diagnosed. i definitely agree it can’t be self diagnosed because it’s one of those things you *can’t* really notice. it messes with your memory and perception, i still can’t fully grasp that i was ever another way when i’m in an episode and i’m medicated and have coping skills now. i totally get the last part, usually i’m not usually an angry person towards this type of thing (psyche nerd, love breaking things down instead of judging) but when i see someone glorifying something that damaged me and my life and friendships i want to magically transmit my psychosis to them.
by THETHIRDEYE; ; Report
it's one thing to suspect a diagnosis, it's another to claim it because you reckon it's cool. i hope people of the second genre explode
by rosenzweig; ; Report
agreed!!
by THETHIRDEYE; ; Report
THETHIRDEYE
i think anyone that uses delulu and doesn’t experience psychosis is a huge red flag personally. it’s such a weird thing to make jokes about or say unless you’re being crushed under the weight of the stress and horror of actual psychosis yknow?
HONESTLY THIS ^^!! and in my experience those are also the same types of people who'll mock others that are actually struggling with delusions/psychosis
by aether / dirk (ˊ•͈ ◡ •͈ˋ) deviqnt; ; Report