Back story/favorite things about her✨

Back story bc why not:

The moment we met two years ago, the moment I laid my eyes on her, I felt a spark. I knew immediately that we'd become close to each other. I wasn't sure of my sexuality at the moment, so I'm not sure if it was instant chemistry, or if I just had a feeling that we'd be close. 

My first thought when we met was 'wow, she's so cute and pretty'. I started to admire her more and more. We didn't talk much, but we knew each other. Eventually, my last year of middle school started, and we immediately clicked the first day of school during our band class. Soon, we both made it into the One Act play and we hung out quite often and went on adventures together through band and One Act. 

I didn't realize it during this time period, but she was meant to be here, meant for me. I had my own troubles at home and with other classified relationships with others/family members. I was at the basement of rock bottom, and due to that, I treated her awfully. We had sleepovers together, and I ignored her. She tried telling me some of the things that happened to her, and I brushed her off. But even so, she still stayed. When the end of my traumatic experience started, I took a toll. Everything caught up to me, and I was sinking even more. But she stayed with me through it all. Only months ago, I was sobbing in my room and venting to her. Months ago, I started to realize that she is here, through it all. Ups and downs, no matter what, she was, and is, here with and for me. 

Eventually, I started to realize that I developed feelings. Unfortunately, during this time, I just thought that it had something to do with an addiction I have and other mental issues I was going through. I avoided these feelings, and I left her again for someone who treated me wrong in the past. This relationship only lasted two months before I broke it off. I got into this relationship for multiple reasons, but she stayed with me. Even though most of my reasons were toxic behaviors, she supported me and kept to her word: "I'll always be here, no matter what". 

Not long after, things started to get rocky between me and her. She was pushing me away, while I was trying to be closer to her; I just wanted to understand my feelings. At first, I thought it was well deserved and that it was only temporary, so I could feel what she felt because of me. But then one night, our entire lives turned around. We had several arguments and so many words that shouldn't have been used against one another, but the next morning, I woke up to her confessing her love towards me. 

I already knew that I had feelings, but I didn't want to admit to them quite yet. I instead accepted her and told her that everything is alright. Things were extremely awkward for the both of us. So that's when I decided to confess my feelings. 

The rest is history ^-^

Now, on to the things I love about her:

1.) Her eyes: they sparkle in the sun and when she's just so genuinely happy..they remind me of a calm ocean at night. Her eyes always look at me lovingly..never in any other way

2.) Her hair: her hair has always been one of my absolute favorite things about her..it always falls perfectly and it feels so soft all the time..not only that, but it's just so pretty..even when it's dyed, it's always a pretty shade on her

3.) Her skin: her skin is really soft and relaxing in my opinion..it always smells good, and I've learned recently that it tastes super good too..her skin matches her natural hair and her eyes so perfectly, it's hard to even find a flaw on her beautiful face

4.) Her smile/giggle: her smile brings out the best in me..her smile fills me up with so much joy and peace..it's addicting, in a way, to see her smile and hear her giggle. I will do anything and everything just to bring a smile to her face and hear her giggles 

5.) Her talents: she has many (musical) talents..she loves writing music, singing and playing with any instrument she knows how to play..hearing/seeing her play the piano is my all time favorite hobby.. she's so majestic and just so at peace when she plays..it makes her so beautiful in my eyes, and I can't help but smile and relax while watching and/or hearing her play

6.) Her personality: literally the cutest thing I've ever seen..she has this very bubbly and energetic personality.. she's definitely a golden retriever gf and she's just so caring and loving

7.) Her attitude: is so amusing..she can be sassy, sarcastic, brutally honest, etc..even if she's actually mad at me and/or someone, or if she's having a mood swing, her attitude is really amusing at times..it reminds me a lot of myself and it brings me happiness to have someone similar to me

8.) SHE'S A SWIFTIE: which means I can listen to Taylor Swift without feeling judged or feeling like a weirdo for being obsessed..we can listen together, and even better, maybe go to a Taylor Swift concert togetherrrr

9.) Her music taste: is something I find relaxing when listening with her..her music taste is interesting and so relatable..not only that, but it brings her happiness, and I enjoy seeing her happy with something like music

10.) She is loyal as hell: if you read the backstory, you'd understand a little better as to what I mean..she is so loyal and I don't have to worry for even a second that she'll do something against me..she has so much of my trust, and it's so rare to have my trust the way she has it

11.) She's easy to love: she's so easy to love..I hardly ever really love somebody (other than family)..I just love her so much, and I love that I can love her the way I do

(I didn't proof read that much, so I apologize for any grammar mistakes and/or misspelling)