humble musings on my current life situation

well. the whole of summer came and went like that i suppose. no bells, no whistles, a total absence of frills and/or lace (all in the metaphorical sense of course), just a few brief weeks of aggressive heat, then mostly rain, and then once again back into education's clasp. fucking BORING.

i, however, have still been being terribly interesting and PAINFULLY fascinating despite the lack of interesting events, luxuriating around with my gaggle of good friends -- we laughed, cried, got relatively drunk and veeeerrryyy stoned across the three-week interlude, and alas we must return to the grind. this is where things get a bit complicated though ..

im still stuck at college, doing MORE a-levels which i dont really want to be doing but i need to be doing, whilst everyone else is departing off to university (for you americans, it essentially means i'm redoing my senior year :/ its a bit more common over here than it is in america due to how we structure our school systems though !)

i hope i can withstand another year of being at college, especially since all of my friends are either now out of college or out of college and LEAVING half way across the god damned country for uni :( tempted to punch any of the grotty first years i meet, i had enough of them last year, let alone when there's now a 2 YEAR age gap between us (fuck knows am i making friends with 1st years as a 3rd year that's odd....)

anyways yeah i dont know if anybody actually reads this, so if u do, dm me and say cause i really want to use this website more and really hope to make some friends on here (its SLIM PICKINGS 'round here for decent people .......... )

anyways peace and love and tranquility and all that xx