03/09/2023

03/09/2023

Today's been quite fun actually, It was my sisters 8th birthday and, for the first time in ageesss I went skating, my sister came on her new scooter too. We stopped at the park, every so often I'd make her skate/scoot a lap around it with me. But when she was playing I was reading 'the hobbit' the book my father gave me to read, he likes it so I though I'd give it a try.

I did find out the reason this guy didn't like me, I had never spoken to him before EVER, my friend (who has a crush on me) said that he likes me more, so this guy held a grudge. He wouldn't even let me speak to him. So I said "Well, unless they can tell me what their problem with me *specifically* and in a *civilised* way then sure, I'll understand it. And no I'm not the person who wants everyone to like them, frankly I don't care, it's just the only time I've met them is cause they as mad at me for something *I* never caused **or** intended, sooo"

And they STILL hated me?? Personally, I find this stupid. I don't care if people like me, intact I don't need people, who I've never fully spoken too, to view me in a good light. However, the fact they can't even specify and actual dignified response as to why they dislike me, is embarrassing. If it's because their ego got hurt one time, then get over it. I've heard worse directed to me in a similiar sense, and not a reason to get mad at someone you haven't met before? It's dumb and stupid. They should atleast be grateful that I made a polite attempt to resolve this 'issue' meanwhile still wanting to talk to them. Clearly, this person has things to deal with so I'll let em have it. If they decide to ever elaborate as to why they don't like me, then thats fine. Opinions are opinions at the end of the day.

Turns out that they hated me bc THEY had a crush on MY FRIEND, yes the same one who likes me?? Okay, so this whole time, they was mad at me over something I didn't cause, let alone can't help??  This person hated me because they was JEALOUS? Seriously, kinda pathetic. Not a reason to hate someone, envy, it's a stupid thing. It's just frustraiting that they casted me aside and refused to hear anything about me without "ewww lydiaa" fuck off talk to me seriously THEN created an opinion on me.

Anyways, I have school tommorrow and I'm actually a little excited?? I'm going to regret saying that by tommorrow, I just know it. Anyways logging off for the night, byee!!