Travelling

On the 18th of last month, August, I went to travel to my dad's hometown, I came back today and I mentioned on a blog here that I would talk about it here, thing is,, it will be kinda short. :/

We arrived at around 10PM something,, and arrived to his mom's house at 11PM something, it's weird calling her grandma cause I hardly have any contact with her and I am used to call my grandma (from my mom's side) GRANDMA if that makes sense, everything was really weird and quiet but it was exciting arriving there and hoping to explore a lot for the next 15 days.

The first three days was seeing cousins, the first day I saw a fight at a nearby coffee shop and stayed hours at one of my cousins house, the next two were pretty normal, say hi to cousins when all I did was stand there like some flamingo

Then we went around the place and stuff,, we went to a commercial center and bought clothes and the first volume of the Death Note perfect edition manga,, the rest of the days of the first week I don't even remember it that well, I just know we did a bit more than this week.

This week absolutely sucked ass, I stayed mostly at home in boredom and I really wanted to get out of the house and my dad was either gone the entire day or just wouldn't bother to take me anywhere cause I didn't want to swim :/

This friday I went to buy something for my sister at claires and got a offer of 3 other items for free, and apparently this pissed off my dad, cause I didn't get something for my brother who is the kid of my dad's ex-girlfriend (both of my siblings are half-siblings),, and also got pissed off that I asked for pure bass headphones cause they were cheaper there cause I don't call him when I'm not with him,, he's usually very busy and I don't know what to talk about to him, he kept talking shit and always embarrassing me to his side of the family, exposing that I'm trans in the worst way possible, and just more crazy shit, he also got drunk on one of the days that he was gone for hours :/

My dad kinda ruined the trip for me, I wanted to do more but just cause I didn't want to swim or get out of the car due to my anxiety issues he gets all pissed and tells me to stay home, and I also hardly ate and did terrible all-nighters,, I liked the place but the experience kinda sucked :/

But, that's pretty much it, I don't really know what else to say cause I can't stop thinking about the last 3 days which were the shittiest tbh,, I feel bad for him buying me stuff and not communicating that much, but,, it is what it is.