june 19th 2023 8am

im sleeping in my basement again and i remember you.

now the days have blended together and im not quite sure anymore what happened during the time i knew you, and whats happened since. i still think about your smile in the warm ocean. the sun made it look as if you, and the earth we inhabit, were made out of gold. i still feel fuzzy when i imagine it. i dont smile when i think about you. i just believe that was what love is and nothing else.

i wish i could send you this in the mail. you’d probably throw it out if you knew it was from me.